Cinema
Plastic Beauty, and Asking Whose Wish It Is
Two surgeons meet every patient with a creed, one that medicine saves lives, the other that beauty saves people, and each creed answers before the patient has finished speaking. Plastic Beauty keeps its ethics elsewhere: in the moments when a surgeon stops before the knife, asks why, and hears whose wish she is being asked to carry out.
In a Japanese cosmetic clinic, downtime is not a rest. It is the name for the days after a procedure, while the swelling and the bruising settle and a face is neither the one a woman walked in with nor yet the one she paid for. Netflix, introducing the series that takes the word for its Japanese title, called that stretch the important time it takes a chrysalis to become a butterfly, and said the series makes it a motif that runs through the whole story.
The series is Plastic Beauty, and its heroine is not a patient. Fumi Numata is a plastic surgeon at a university hospital, brilliant in the operating theatre and openly contemptuous of cosmetic surgery. When an emergency operation costs her her post, she goes to work at the biggest cosmetic clinic in the business, meaning to expose it from inside. The clinic’s director, Rin Tohyama, lives by a creed: beauty saves people. Fumi lives by another: medicine saves lives. Each episode brings someone who wants a new face, and each time the two creeds meet across a desk.
This essay argues that the two creeds have more in common than either surgeon would like. Each answers the patient before she has finished speaking. Fumi’s says no to anyone who is not ill; Rin’s says yes to anyone who wants it; neither needs to hear why. The series keeps its ethics somewhere else, in the few moments when a surgeon stops before the knife, asks why, and listens long enough to hear whose wish she is being asked to carry out. Sometimes it is the patient’s own. Sometimes it is a parent’s, or a family’s old secret, or a market’s. Asked honestly, the question can end in yes, and it can end in no.
That is where the title points too. The before-and-after photograph, the currency of the whole trade, leaves out two stretches of time: the minutes before the knife, when a reason is given or never asked for, and the days after it, when a face is swollen and a person needs looking after. The series is named for the second and keeps coming back to the first.
Two notes before going further. This essay discusses the whole series, including how it ends. And the series opens with a death. The essay names it once, where it happens, and describes nothing of it.
The series, and how this essay reads it
Plastic Beauty, called Downtime in Japan, was released worldwide on Netflix on 17 September 2026, all eight episodes at once. It was directed by Yuki Saito, who had directed Unmet, a television drama about a neurosurgeon, and written by Junya Ikegami, who wrote the film The Blood of Wolves and co-wrote Netflix’s The Queen of Villains, a series about a business built on young women’s bodies in the wrestling ring. The producers were Harue Miyake, whose earlier work includes Tokyo Swindlers, and Katsuhito Motegi, one of the directors of The Queen of Villains. Mayu Matsuoka plays Fumi and Riisa Naka plays Rin, with Atsuro Watabe as Arata Tohyama, the clinic’s founder and Rin’s father, Hiromi Nagasaku as Fumi’s mother, Taeko, and Shotaro Mamiya as Rui Komiya, the clinic’s vice-director.
The makers took the industry seriously before they wrote about it. The director has said they spent half a year on research and interviewed a very large number of people, among the patients everyone from those thinking about a first operation to those who had gone back five or six times; that there is no episode and no character the research did not shape, though no character is modelled on a single person; and that he hoped viewers would find their own values shaken, as Fumi’s are. Announcing the series, the producer Harue Miyake said it does not simply praise cosmetic surgery. It is, she said, an inner story about feelings that sway between what can be changed and what cannot, told from the side of the doctors and of the patients both.
Two notes on method. This essay rests on published accounts of the series rather than a screening, and describes its scenes as those accounts do; the note at the end names them. And it reads the series through its patients, one at a time, because that is how the series is built.
Two creeds that answer before anyone speaks
Start with Fumi. She believes surgery exists to keep people alive, and she says she cannot put a knife into anyone who is not ill. The director describes her at the start as holding cosmetic surgery in complete contempt, and Matsuoka, in her comment when the series was announced, said Fumi is no hero who helps everyone: she is full of prejudice, foul-mouthed and selfish, and she moves only when she is convinced. Her creed is not foolish. It is the creed of a surgeon trained where the knife goes in because something is wrong, and it protects patients from a great deal, from operations nobody needed and from a market that would sell them anything.
Then Rin. She runs the largest clinic in the business, the one her father founded, and patients ask for her by name. Her creed is that beauty saves people, and it is not foolish either. Put plainly, Fumi thinks medicine is for keeping people alive, and Rin thinks a face can be part of what keeps a person going. Anyone who has known someone stop going out because of how she looked will not dismiss the second sentence out of hand.
But look at what each creed lets a surgeon skip. Fumi’s decides, before the patient has said a word, that her wish is not a medical matter, so there is nothing to ask. Rin’s decides, before the patient has said a word, that her wish is her rescue, so there is nothing to ask either. One is a no and the other is a yes, and they are built the same way: the answer is in place before the reason arrives. Each is a way of not having to listen.
This Library has written about a remade face before. “Helter Skelter, and the Beauty That Belonged to Everyone but Her” read a film about a model built at an illegal clinic as a map of the uses of one body: everyone around her asked whether she could still be shown, and nobody asked whether she was all right. That film looks from the side of the people looking. Plastic Beauty sits on the other side of the desk, with the people who hold the knife, and its question is narrower and more practical. Not whether anyone asks if she is all right, but whether anyone asks why she has come, and hears the answer before deciding what to do with her face.
The first night
The series begins with an emergency at night. Kanabun, a young influencer, is rushed into the university hospital after having Botox while she was still in the downtime of a breast augmentation. Beneath the implants lies a malignant tumour, and Fumi removes them to save her life. It is the operation Fumi’s creed exists for: an emergency, a life, a knife that goes in because something is wrong.
In despair at losing her breasts, Kanabun takes her own life. This essay will say no more about it than that.
The augmentation had been done by Rin, and her clinic steers the blame, online, onto the surgeon who removed the implants. Fumi resigns rather than accept it. With her family in debt, she takes the job Rin offers her, meaning to prove that the clinic knew about the tumour.
It would be easy to read this opening as a verdict on one creed or the other, and the series does not allow it. Fumi did what hers asks, and it was the right thing to do: a life was in danger. Rin’s clinic had done what hers asks. Neither creed has any place for the question of what a body is to the person who lives in it. Nothing here suggests that asking it would have changed that night. The series simply begins there, with a question neither creed has room for, and spends eight episodes making room for it.
Yuriko, and a reason that was hers
Yuriko is seventy-five. She married, gave up her job, and kept house from then on; there were no children; and then her husband died before her. Not knowing what to do with the time left, she came to the clinic wanting her face and body done. She also has terminal cancer, and a television crew is following her.
Everything in Fumi’s training says no, and Fumi says what her training says: an operation could cost Yuriko her life. Yuriko’s answer, in substance, is that at least at the end she wants to do something for herself. She also tells Fumi that she looks down on her patients.
Here a reason reaches Fumi before her creed can answer it, and it is a reason neither creed had room for. Fumi’s medicine measures a life by its length, and the length of Yuriko’s has already been decided. Rin’s beauty saves people, and Yuriko is not asking to be saved. She is asking, after a long life arranged around a husband and a house, to be the person an operation is for. Fumi performs the facelift. Afterwards Yuriko goes to a photographer’s studio to have the portrait taken that will stand at her funeral, and the director has said that it is there, in the studio, that she smiles for the first time.
A funeral portrait is the face other people will look at after she has gone, so there is a reading in which even this was done for other eyes, and the television crew makes that reading easy. There is no need to choose. A woman can want to be remembered by the face she chose and want it for herself, both at once, and a smile in a studio is not evidence for one over the other. What the episode establishes is simpler: a surgeon who listened heard a reason she could not have guessed, and the reason changed what she did.
Yoshiko, and a face the job required
Yoshiko Tanaka is studying to be a voice actor, and she has a rare gift for it. She has been told not even to audition, because the parts go to pretty faces. The job she wants is a voice. The market she wants to work in has moved the price onto her face.
So she has surgery, on her eyelids and her nose, and she wins a part. Then a blow to her nose damages the implant, and she says she would rather die than go back to her old face. It is a thing people say. In a series that opened with a death, nobody can hear it as only a figure of speech. Rin rebuilds the nose.
Honour the reason before judging anything. Yoshiko is not vain. She read her industry accurately, and it paid out exactly as she had read it: the new face got the part. That is Rin’s creed, working as advertised. What the episode adds is what happens after it works. A face changed to get a job has become the face she is, and losing it again would mean losing herself, which is the one thing Fumi’s creed has no category for. The surgeon who rebuilds it is not indulging vanity. She is looking after a person whose sense of herself now lives, in part, in something a surgeon made.
A production detail belongs here. The special make-up artist who built the series’ faces has said that the actor who plays Yoshiko never appears with her own face: every scene is prosthetic, before and after alike, and the before was made as the opposite of the after, so that the change would look larger. Whatever the reason, the effect is that no real woman’s face stands in the story as Yoshiko’s before. No viewer is asked to look at an actual person and agree that she needed fixing.
Moeno, and a wish that belonged to someone else
Moeno is a primary-school child who makes videos. Her mother died when she was small, and she lives with her father. For years her channel has been how the two of them make their living, and lately the views have stopped growing. Her father, who produces the channel and used to work in television, has an idea to revive it: a collaboration with the biggest clinic in the business, a change of character for the channel, a documentary of a primary-school child’s cosmetic surgery. Moeno wants her surgery filmed for her channel. She says so brightly.
Rin refuses her. She tells the child that she can see she is trying hard for someone else, and that she will not operate. The director has said that he told the young actor playing Moeno she could take it that the child had persuaded herself this was what she truly wanted. That is the whole difficulty in one sentence. The wish is sincere, and it is not hers.
Nothing about this episode needs dressing up, and nothing about Moeno needs describing beyond what she says she wants. A child cannot carry an operation on her own yes, and a parent’s plan does not become the child’s reason because the child repeats it. What makes the scene matter is the ground Rin gives. She does not cite a rule. She names what she has heard, and refuses on it.
It is also the place where Rin’s creed turns out to have a question in it after all. If beauty saves people, a surgeon who believes it has to ask, more urgently than anyone, whose life the operation is meant to save. Here the answer is a channel’s, and Rin will not operate for a channel. The series lets us notice, too, who is saying it: a woman whose father once presented her on a stage, as a child, as the heir to his “hand of God”. It would be too neat to say that this is why she can hear it. But the series does set a child carrying a parent’s plan in front of a woman who was once one.
Honour the father’s reasons as well, because the series gives him some. The channel is their living, the numbers are falling, and he is raising a child alone. None of that makes the plan right. It makes it recognisable, which is harder. A reason can be real and still not be the child’s.
A brother, a mother, and a secret kept in a face
Fumi’s mother, Taeko, runs a snack bar, the small kind of bar built around a counter, where the woman who runs it serves and talks with the people across it and is usually called mama. When Taeko learns that her daughter is working for a cosmetic clinic, she storms in, drunk, and demands that they let her go. Later she collapses with a bleed in the brain, and she dies. She leaves behind signs of a past Fumi never knew, and one of them is on her own face. She had once had her eyelids done.
Fumi’s younger brother had asked her, earlier, for double eyelids, and she had talked him out of it. After what they learn about their mother, he tries to do it himself and is hurt, and says that if their mother had it done, so will he. This time, before she operates, Fumi asks him why.
Set the two answers Fumi gives the same wish side by side. The first was her creed’s, a talking-out, which is a kind of no, and it did not make the wish go away. The second is a question. None of this means a surgeon should agree to whatever she is asked; Moeno’s episode says the opposite, and the two read as a pair. It means that a no without a why and a yes without a why share the same flaw, and that the why is owed to the person, not extracted from them.
And the wish had a history the talking-out never reached. The mother who fought to pull her daughter out of cosmetic surgery had carried one herself, in silence, for years. What the son inherited was not only a wish for a particular kind of eyelid. It was a habit of keeping a face’s history secret, even from the people closest to it. A surgeon who asks why is also, sometimes, the first person to hear that history said aloud.
The essay “Breasts and Eggs and the Right to Write Your Own Body” read a novel in which a woman comes to Tokyo to visit a clinic about breast augmentation, and drew from it a question a reader can carry out of the book: when a thought about your own body arrives, whose sentence is it? That essay offered the question as a private one. Plastic Beauty puts it in a surgeon’s mouth, where it stops being private and becomes something owed, by the person holding the knife, before the knife.
A name, a face and a pair of hands
The clinic sells three things, and the series takes care to keep them apart. One is a face. Rui Komiya, the vice-director, is a cosmetic surgeon whose own looks bring patients in, and he bristles when they ask for Rin instead. One is a name, Rin’s, the one they ask for. The third is a pair of hands, and those are not always hers.
Rin has a secret. Since an operation of hers left a patient blind, the granddaughter of the clinic’s patron, her hands shake in any major surgery, and others operate in her place. She cannot refuse the young woman she blinded anything. This essay will give the tremor no name. The series gives it a history, and that is enough to read it by.
Behind Rin stands her father. Arata Tohyama founded the clinic and still rules it, and when she was a child he presented her on a stage as the heir to his hand of God. The phrase tells you what is being handed down: not a skill but a legend, hands that are supposed to be more than hands. What the inheritance has cost her is plain enough: a name the whole business trades on, and hands she cannot trust to carry it.
Consent, in surgery as anywhere, is given to a person. A patient who asks for a surgeon by name has chosen whose hands she is trusting with her face. The series builds a clinic in which a name is worth more than the hands behind it, and in which a patient’s choice and the person who operates on her can come apart. The question the series asks in its consulting rooms, whose wish is this, has a twin it asks in the operating theatre: whose hands are these?
Downtime, the part the photograph leaves out
The series built its title into its make-up. Each patient had faces made to order, actor by actor, for every stage: a before, a downtime and an after. That is a great deal of care to spend on the stretch of time the industry’s own pictures leave out.
In English the word’s first sense is industrial. The dictionary gives it as time during which production is stopped, especially for setting up or for repairs; its second is inactive time, such as the time between periods of work. Japanese clinics borrowed it for the days when a face is out of use. Heard with the English still in it, the word says something uncomfortable: that the rest of the time, a face is at work. The English title, Plastic Beauty, names the result. The Japanese title names the wait.
Netflix’s chrysalis is a promise that the interval ends, and that something beautiful comes out of it. The series is more careful than its own publicity. Its first emergency begins inside a downtime, when a new treatment is laid over the recovery from an old one. Yoshiko’s new face comes out of one interval and goes into another when the implant is damaged and has to be rebuilt. Yuriko’s after is a portrait for her funeral. Announcing the series, Matsuoka said it shows a world of beauty with no exit and no goal, and its downtimes bear her out. There is no final after in it, only the next interval, and what a person needs in an interval is not a butterfly. It is someone who stays.
That is the second half of the ethic this essay has been following. The why is asked before the knife; after the knife comes the part nobody photographs. The series keeps its eye on who is there for it, and one of the people it shows there is a surgeon rebuilding a nose her own clinic had already made once.
Japan, a boom, and what the official record can say
Netflix introduced the series by pointing at a contradiction. In Japan in recent years, it said, the diversity of beauty has come to be spoken of as a good and lookism as a harm, and yet the boom in cosmetic surgery, in people taking a scalpel to their faces and bodies because they want to be beautiful or want to change, keeps accelerating. The first half of that sentence is about public talk. The second can be checked, a little, against official records, and it is worth being exact about how little.
The National Consumer Affairs Center of Japan publishes the number of consultations about cosmetic medicine registered in its national database, which links it with consumer affairs centres across the country, in a category covering treatments performed by doctors, from laser hair removal to breast augmentation and liposuction. By its count, as the figures stood at the end of May 2026, there were 6,281 in fiscal 2023, 10,744 in fiscal 2024 and 7,944 in fiscal 2025. These are consultations, not injuries and not operations. They include complaints about how a treatment was sold or advertised, contracts people wanted to cancel, and harm such as damaged skin or burns, and a rise or a fall can reflect how many people know where to call as much as how much trouble there is. What the figures establish is modest and still worth knowing: thousands of times a year, someone has had reason to ask for help after a visit to a clinic.
The health ministry counts doctors every two years, by the department they mainly work in. Doctors who named cosmetic surgery as their main work numbered 497 at the end of 2014, 1,247 at the end of 2022 and 1,720 at the end of 2024. Almost all of them, 1,701, work in clinics rather than hospitals, and their average age, 41.2, is the youngest of any department apart from doctors still in their initial clinical training. The count says how many doctors call cosmetic surgery their main work; a doctor who does cosmetic work but reports another department as their main one is not in it. It says nothing about how many operations they perform, how well, or on whom.
In 2024 the ministry also convened a review of cosmetic medicine, and its report, completed in November, is less a statistic than a list. It focused on the encounter in the clinic: how patients are approached, what they are told, and what is done to them. Among the problems it set out were treatment decided by someone who was not a doctor, doctors carrying out procedures who would struggle to deal with complications, clinics that offer no aftercare or emergency response, and records too thin for inspectors to work from. Among its answers were guidelines, to be drawn up by the medical societies, that would include a rule against treatment on the same day as the consultation, in principle, and records that set down what the patient asked for and what she agreed to.
Read beside the series, the list is striking for where it puts the trouble: in the minutes before the knife, when someone hears what a patient wants and someone decides what to do about it, and in the days after, when she needs someone to call. Those are the two stretches the before-and-after picture leaves out. The review cannot say how common any of these problems is. It lists what was brought to it, and it is a map of where to look, not a measure of how often.
Japanese television has imagined other answers. NHK’s The Land of Beauty, in 2021, pictured a country in which most adults had bought one of the same two faces and the state had then banned cosmetic surgery outright. Plastic Beauty proposes neither a ban nor a boom; its answer, if it has one, is a question asked one patient at a time. None of this is a Japanese peculiarity, and nothing here is a portrait of Japanese women. The argument between Fumi and Rin can be had anywhere a medical licence and a beauty market share a building.
From here, the ending: the surgeon on the table
From here, this essay describes how the series ends.
Fumi makes Rin’s shaking hands public, and when Rin learns who did it, Fumi leaves the clinic. Yet on the day the Tokyo governor, facing an election, comes in for an operation to make him look younger, she comes back to operate beside Rin, and the two women turn against Arata together. Fumi learns that Arata is her father by blood, and that Rin is his adopted daughter: two daughters, one by blood and one by adoption, whom the same man wants as vessels for his name. Fumi tells Rin she is leaving cosmetic surgery, and on the way to the sea she is badly hurt in a car crash.
She survives, but her face may never be the same. Arata asks her to carry on his blood and his hand of God, and her condition is that he give up the Tohyama name. And Fumi, who once said she could not put a knife into anyone who was not ill, asks Rin to rebuild her face. By then, with her father back at the operating table to push her out, Rin has handed Fumi the records of both operations, Kanabun’s and the one that blinded the young woman. She has admitted in front of the press the clinic’s part in Kanabun’s death, ended her arrangement with the young woman, and begun closing the clinic, and she is about to leave for Florida. She refuses. Then she hears that the operation is starting, goes to the hospital, and asks to be the one who performs it.
This is where the series turns its question round. For most of its length Fumi has sat on the surgeon’s side of the desk, learning to ask why. Now she is the patient, and her reason is the plainest in the series: she wants her own face back. It is not beauty and it is not illness. It is the wish to go on being recognisable, to herself first, and neither creed ever had a word for it. Nobody needs to judge it.
Look, too, at how she chooses her surgeon. Not by name: she has just asked her father to give his up. She chooses the hands she herself exposed as shaking, and the person they belong to. A series about a clinic where a name was worth more than the hands behind it ends with a woman who trusts hands over a name.
A snack bar, a price, and an answer the series keeps
Time passes. Fumi, who told Rin she was leaving cosmetic surgery, has turned her mother’s snack bar into a cosmetic clinic of her own. Rin walks in. The face Fumi now wears is the one Rin rebuilt. Rin offers to buy the clinic for 200 million yen. Fumi smiles. Her answer is not shown.
The room deserves a moment. A snack bar is built around a counter and a conversation; the woman on the other side of it pours, and talks, and listens. It is the room where Taeko spent her working life and kept the history of her own face to herself. Her daughter has put a clinic in it. This essay reads that as the series’ last picture of the ethic it has been working towards: a practice that begins at a counter, with someone listening. It may mean no more than that a daughter took over her mother’s premises.
Then there is the price. The series has spent its length on a father who wanted to hand down a name, and it ends with his adopted daughter offering money to his daughter by blood for a clinic in a snack bar. One Japanese viewer, writing about the finale on a drama blog, wondered whether the 200 million yen was not money to control Fumi but Rin’s clumsy way of trying to build a relationship with her again. That may be right. It is also possible to read it as the business the series described coming back to buy the one room that had stepped outside it. The series will not tell us which, because it will not show Fumi’s answer.
That refusal is its last act, and in this essay’s reading its best. The woman whose name was worth more than her hands has, at the end, given someone her hands. And a series that has spent eight episodes asking whose wish is being served ends on a wish that is, beyond argument, Fumi’s own, and leaves it with her. Nobody gets to hear it: not Rin, not her father, not us.
The case against this reading
There are at least five ways this reading could be wrong, and the first goes to its centre.
First, asking why can be its own cruelty. A woman does not owe anyone a reason for her face, and a surgeon who asks why can very easily be a surgeon deciding whether the reason is good enough. That is exactly what Fumi was doing when Yuriko told her she looked down on her patients, and many people have been asked why they want to change something about themselves in a tone that made the question a verdict. This essay’s answer is that the why the series honours is a different question, about what an operation is for and whose wish it serves, not a test the reason has to pass. But the line between the two is thin, and it is drawn by the person asking. The series gives its surgeons the benefit of the doubt. Not every consulting room earns it.
Second, the easy case may be doing the work of the hard ones. Rin’s refusal of a child is the clearest scene in the series because it is the easiest: a child cannot consent, and a parent’s plan is visible in the room. The adult cases are harder. Yoshiko’s wish is also, in part, her industry’s, and the series says yes to her. Asking whose wish it is cannot, on its own, tell a surgeon what to do with an adult whose wish is partly a market’s. At most it makes the market visible in the room, and this essay may be claiming more for the question than the question can do.
Third, the series stages the reveal it examines. It had a before, a downtime and an after made for every patient, and a drama about the industry of the before-and-after is built, like the industry, around the moment the bandages come off. Viewers can enjoy that moment exactly as advertising has taught them to, and nothing in a critical frame stops them. A series released in a boom, about the boom, is also part of it.
Fourth, the ending can be read far less kindly than it is read here. The surgeon who despised cosmetic surgery ends up running a cosmetic clinic, and the last scene turns on a price. Read coldly, the series converts its sceptic and closes on a deal. This essay has read the smile, the room and the missing answer generously. It is also possible that a series made in a boom could not imagine an ending outside it.
Fifth, this reading rests on what others have written about the series, not on a screening, and the scenes it leans on hardest, Rin’s refusal of Moeno and the question Fumi puts to her brother, are known here only from their published accounts. The tone of a scene can change its meaning entirely. A reader who has watched them and found something different in them should trust what she saw.
What this Library takes from it
Not that cosmetic surgery is good or bad, and not that anyone’s wish for a different face is suspect. Three things, none of them a rule.
A wish for a new face comes with a reason, and the reason is not a verdict on the wish. Yuriko wanted, at last, something for herself. Yoshiko wanted a job that had moved its price onto her face. Moeno wanted what her father needed. Hearing the reason is how a wish is taken seriously, not how it is tested.
The question that matters is whose wish it is, and answered honestly it can end in yes or in no. A no given before the reason is heard and a yes given before the reason is heard fail in the same way. The why is owed to the person, not demanded of her.
And the parts nobody photographs, the minutes before and the days after, are where care is, or is not. The industry trades in the picture. People live in the interval.
So, once, to you. If there is something about your face you have wanted to change, or something you have already changed, you owe nobody a defence of it; and if you have left your face as it is, you owe nobody an apology for that either. Rin looked at a child and saw that she was trying hard for someone else. Turn that, gently, into a question of your own: for whom are you trying so hard? If the answer is you, that is an answer. If it is someone else, that is worth knowing too. Either way the question is yours to ask, and nobody else’s to answer for you.
What this essay rests on, and what it does not claim
This is a reading of a television series. It is not medical advice, it recommends no cosmetic procedure and warns against none, and it diagnoses no one, the characters included; Rin’s tremor is described only as the series presents it.
The series was not screened for this essay. It rests on the series’ published record and credits, Netflix’s announcements, the director’s and the makers’ published interviews and statements, published synopses and recaps, and the official figures named in the text, each given with its year and with what it counts. Lines of dialogue are paraphrased.
It makes no claim about breast implants and cancer, and none about any real clinic or doctor. The series shows one fictional patient’s illness, and nothing here generalises from her. The figures in it count consultations and doctors; they measure neither harm nor outcomes.
If this story touches thoughts of dying, your own or someone else’s, that is a matter for a person rather than an essay. In Japan, the Ministry of Health, Labour and Welfare’s page “Mamorouyo Kokoro” lists telephone and chat lines.
No director, performer, producer, publisher or official body named here has any connection with this publication or has endorsed it.
Questions to keep
When you have wanted to change something about how you look, who was the first person you told, and did they ask why, or tell you what to think?
Is there a wish about your face or your body that you are carrying for someone else: a parent, a partner, a job, an audience?
What would you want a doctor to ask you before anything else, and what would you want them not to ask?
Where do you answer other people before they have finished speaking, about their faces, their bodies, their reasons?
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